2u2m
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作者：2u2m 在 罕见奇谈 发贴, 来自 http://www.hjclub.org
[博讯论坛] What's wrong with me, or them?
Reed Flute
Yesterday I was too busy to complete my article "How to interpret China's Conscience". I do apologize to "ludi" (Lu's enemies) for having let them down. I will definitely complete it tonight ("Not tonight, Josephine," Napoleon says. "Yes tonight, ludi," Ludi says).
Before I came to work, I managed to browse the web briefly and saw someone analyze my psychology again. According to him, I have behaved strangely since I "left" the Traitors' Forum.
Ha! Ha! That is another vivid display of the incredible Chinese idiocy. Nothing is wrong with me, but THEM! Indeed, there has been a great change in my topic since I "left" that stupid place, but this is because the restraints imposed on me have been removed. Now I can say anything I want and enjoy freedom of speech to the full extent. Back in there, the master cracked his whip every now and then, and I had to watch out very carefully, in case I did something that jeopardized the forum which I was stupid enough to regard as a common cause of us.
In short, I was born to be a free horse, destined to gallop in the wilderness. Then they tried to harness me, put an unbearable yoke on my shoulders, drive me to drag the damn wagon, and take tremendous fun from whipping me. It had been most stupid of me to be so obedient to their abuse before I finally felt enough was enough. Now that I am a free man, of course I speak out loudly so as to empty all those words that has been accumulating in my heart.
Is this really strange, sir?
Besides, I did not leave voluntarily. I was first driven off by sexual harassment, then banned from coming back infinitely. Not only did Master 16 exclaimed hysterically : "kick Ludi out of this forum forever!", but also Master 07 fabricated the crime. And they did this to me using MY MONEY!
Even so, I am not resentful at all. On the contrary, I am tremendously amused, for I have become the skeleton in their cabinet. I represent the only case of political persecution that has ever happened in the free world. To everyone with a fair conscience, the fate of my article becomes the permanent irony to their slogan of "tolerating all political opinions as the sea accommodates all rivers and streams", and the name of "Ludi " symbolizes their eternal disgrace and shame, revealing their dark consciences to everyone with eyes.
So, as long as I am active on the web, I always remain the hottest potato on their hands. Indeed, who on earth can possibly explain the bizarre fact that NONE of my pieces can ever enter the list of key articles (daodu)?
I could not imagine any punishment more severe and long-lasting than this. Ha! Ha!
That gentleman also observed that I was disserted by web bugs (wang min). He might be right. But who cares? I could have kept my fame, much easier than anyone else. All I had to do was to act like those upright actors and actresses, playing the role of the most talented anti-Communist warrior. Had I stuck to that line, I dare say nobody could ever outdo me, as none of them is half as talented as I am.
But that would have betrayed my belief and conscience. George Orwell says:
"If liberty means anything at all, it means to tell people what they do not want to hear."
For as long as I live, I will live up to these words and never, ever become the obedient parrot singing the lines given by the master. The masters of the Traitor's Forum wanted me to tell people what they want to hear, having forgotten that they did not have the power of the Party. Inevitably, all they have achieved is not only victimizing but also martyring me forever.
In the future, many, many years after my death, when the Chinese finally come to their senses and realize the value of my works, they will memorize me as well as those sham "masters" who have played dirty tricks first to force me to please readers then to silence me.
作者：2u2m 在 罕见奇谈 发贴, 来自 http://www.hjclub.org |
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【芦笛】What's wrong with me, or them?
